íôõÐâ墪à íôõÐæÐæèêùª æúªÌëª öôäªâ墪îò  1291
å©öëæÐÆ Íæè êÊ

íôõÐ

his

â墪à

mind

íôõÐæÐÆ

for him

Íêùª	supportive

æúªÌëª

even having seen that

öôäª

why

â墪îò

O! My Mind!

å©

you

öëæÐÆ

for me

ÍæèêÊ

are being non-supportive

 
While his mind always abides by his desires, why do you, O! My mind! are not supportive to me (1291).

ã÷èí êôõÐæÐæúªì æúªÑëª íôéõòР 1292
âò÷èíâõäòÐ îò÷¨öäª â墪à

ã÷èí êôõÐ

that one who has no love for me

æúªì æúªÑëª

even after knowing it

íôéõ

him

âò÷èíõÐ

will not dislike (me)

öä	thus thiking

îò÷¨	go after him

öäª â墪à

O! My mind!

O heart! you know full well how indifferent he is
to me,yet you rush to him hoping he will not
dislike me (1292).

 
âæìªìèõÐæÐÆ åìªìèõЬùª öäªçîêè â墪îòå©  1293
âçìªìè§ªÆ íôõÐç¨äª âòùùª

âæìªìèõÐæÐÆ

for the fallen

åìªìèõÐ

friends

¬ùª	are not there

öäªçîêè

is this the reason ?

â墪îò

_ O! My mind!

å©

you

âçìªì觪Æ

as you lile

íôõÐ

him

ç¨äª âòùùª

go in search of

O heart! do you desert me and go after him even as in adversity,one is deserted by friends (1293).

¬ä¨íäªä å¨äªâäèÌ ÎȪôèõÐáèõÐ â墪îò  1294
Êä¨âòáªÊ Êôªôèáªæèúª ë÷ª×

¬ä¨

hereafter

íäªä	in matters thus

å¨äªâäèÌ

in you

ÎȪôèõР áèõÐ

who will have trust

â墪îò

O! My mind!

Êä¨âòáªÊ

after feigning anger

Êôªôèáªæèúª

enjoy his company

ë÷ª×

later

 

O heart! Who will trust you, who promptly yielded to him, spoiling my plan of feigned indifference ? (1294)

âç÷èíéë í¢ªàëª âç÷¨äªç¨õ¨² í¢ªà몠 1295
í÷èí ¬ÌëªéçêÐâêäª â墪à

âç÷èíéë

not seeing (my lover)

í¢ªàëª

I am apprehensive

âç÷¨äª

on seeing (my lover)

ç¨õ¨²

separation

í¢ªàëª

am apprehensive

í÷èí	constantly

¬ÌëªéçêÐÊ

in a state of suffering

öäª

my

â墪à

mind

When he is away, I fear he will not come; when he is with me, I fear he will go away.Either way my heart knows only constant suffering (1295).

êä¨îá ¬ÕåÐÊ å¨éäêÐêæÐæèùª öäªéäêР 1296
ê¨ä¨á ¬ÕåÐêÊöäª â墪à
 

êä¨îá

all alone

¬ÕåÐÊ

remaining

å¨éäêÐêæÐæèùª

on recollecting (about the separation

öäªéä

me

ê¨ä¨á

as if eating up

¬ÕåÐêÊ

was giving agony

öäª

my

â墪à

mind

 
When I am alone and sad, my heart alone stays back
to consume me (1296).

åèÑëª ë÷åÐîêäª íôõÐë÷æÐ æùªùèö䪠  1297
ëèúè ëìâ墪ò¨÷ª çìªÌ

åèÑëª

sense of modesty

ë÷åÐîêäª

I have taken leave of

íôõÐ

he

ë÷æÐ æùªùè

the unforgettable

öäª

my

ëèúè

the petty

ëìâ墪ò¨ùª

ignorant mind

çìªÌ	along with

My foolish heart makes me forget my modesty, without
forgetting him (1297).

öóªó¨äª ¬ó¨ôèëªöäª× öúªú¨ íôõÐê¨÷몠  1298
ãóªÓëª , ãá¨õÐæÐæèêùª â墪à

öóªó¨äª

if we deride

¬ó¨ôèëª

is bad manners

öäª×

thus

öúªú¨

thinking

íôõÐ

him

ê¨÷ëª

competence

ãóªÓëª

I thing about

ãá¨õÐæÐæèêùª

fond of my life

â墪à

mind

My mind, which is fond of my life, thinks highly
about the competence of my lover, thinking that returning the derision to him is bad manners (1298).

ÊäªçêÐê¨÷ªÆ áèîõ ÊéúáèôèõÐ êèËéìá   1299
â墪òëª Êéúáùª ôȨ

ÊäªçêÐê¨÷ªÆ

for (the amelioration of) suffering

áèîõ

who else

ÊéúáèôèõÐ

will give ahelping hand

êèËéìá

one's own

â墪òëª

mind

Êéú

help

íùª

if not

ôȨ	showing the path

What other support can there be, when such support
does not come from a loving heart, to mitigate one's suffering ? (1299)

ꢪòëª êëõùªùõÐ Öê¨ùèõÐ êèËéìá  1300
â墪òëª êëõùª ôȨ

ꢪòëª

refuge

êëõÐ

relation

íùªùõÐ

not

Öê¨ùèõÐ

others

êèËéìá

one's own

â墪òëª

mind

êëõÐ

refuge

íùª

not

ôȨ	showing the way

If I cannot get the support of a loving heart,
can I expect that from strangers ? (1300)